"These alterations can include: a sense that self or the world is unreal (depersonalization and derealization); a loss of memory (amnesia); forgetting identity or assuming a new self (fugue); and fragmentation of identity or self into separate streams of consciousness (dissociative identity disorder, formerly termed multiple personality disorder) ( Read more... )

OKAY I CAN'T REMEMBER IF I UPDATED YESTERDAY BUT THE IMPORTANT THING IS a rest day was thrust upon me and I went crazybananas my first night back at work and today I did magic ( Read more... )

Gym: I managed! The run! With the magic of New Trainers and porridge for breakfast and a good night's sleep and BOILING HATRED! And then! TWICE! I failed to complete the requisite sets! And my entire workout was a disordered mess! But at least some of it GOT DONE. And I dragged myself through more rowing and more cross-trainering and at least, AT ( Read more... )

On this cursed day ( Read more... )

Well, you made a mistake. I made a vest.


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Things I have read recently that I remember reading ( Read more... )

ALL OF MY BONES HURT AND I SLEPT FOR 14 FUCKING HOURS AND I'M STILL TIRED AND I HATE FOOD AND WATER AND I'M TIRED AND I'M COLD AND EVERYTHING'S FUCKING RUBBISH ( Read more... )

I really need some kind of service where I can just have someone on call for when I'm at work so I can scream in someone's face for eight hours instead of desperately posting more and more insane statuses on social media hoping that I can scrabble some interaction to distract me from the overwhelming sense of threat conveyed by what I have to read ( Read more... )

Lovely review/pimp of NBO by Ruthi

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BrainsWell, socialising did not help. I felt out of my depth, continued to feel isolated, feel guilty and shitty about not being able to connect with people, and my brain feels like there are pins in it. Life now divides into: Things That Make Me Feel Guilty If I Think About Them ( Read more... )

I have been in a foul mood for several days and taking it out on the people I live with ( Read more... )